well, wat can i say, i gotten dragged all the way back in time to a time when i was light-headed (read not too much hair), and very much carefree.

how i miss those times. the regrets, the joys, the disappointments and everything else tt came my way this few years,(read uni life).

with a dammed scroll, ppl expect me to turn from a half past six joker to serious, matured adult. maybe they shld get their brains checked, cos ppl rarely change overnite and ppl definitely dun change for the better or worse cos of material things they own.

well, but i digress. back to my 'time-travelling'

certain things shall not be mentioned here but somehow, after these few days, i haf started to feel more alive, more like way back before uni life.

man! it just feels so good to have my life back. or maybe just to start having a life.

hmmm....life's kinda blank and routine now. its end of the month and the start of another is soon...well..the cycle just repeats and repeats and repeats itself. its so tiring and so exciting as well. tiring cos its monotonous. exciting cos new and unexpected emergency tends to crop up almost every other time, even truer than Murphy's Law.

Routine is a bane to me and it makes me complacent. smug in my place makes me a lazy person, maybe thats y the cork ups come abt. well....just learn from my mistakes and take it postively then...

quite a few people has been telling me this, and i quote verbatim,

'remember, nothing in this world is impossible.'

the explainations following this quote varies differently from the persons who told me. but well...maybe i will sit on it and digest all their explainations abit more b4 really bloggin on it. after all, it seems too good to be true.

a funny idea creeped into my head while i was cycling the other nite, what would i do, when i am have an infinite number / amount of everything. happiness, time, money, power, love, sadness, grief etc etc. would i share it with the ppl of the world to make the world a better place? gif it to the needy, some grief to those happy larks, some joy to the depressed, some money to those living under the poverty line etc etc. Or would i just use all of it to my own enrichment? ( a bit redundant actually, considering i have an indefinte amount of everything.) it was only then i realised, it aint easy to be god. hats off to the person upstairs. he's really the man (men).

oh, the utd jersey looks not as good as the previous season one.....so i intend to buy the previous one. anyone with the same thinking? hehz.

孤枕難眠

告訴我 你等待的是我
告訴我 你不要再錯過
你閃爍的眼眸彷彿有些話始終無法說出口
你快對我說 別害怕沒有把握

告訴我 你曾失去太多
告訴我 你也害怕寂寞
我知道你無法去擺脫過去失敗挫折的傷痛
你快對我說 別總是不知所措

想著你的黑夜 我想著你的容顏
反反覆覆 孤枕難眠
告訴我 你一樣不成眠
告訴我 你也盼我出現

想著你的黑夜 我想著你的容顏
反反覆覆 孤枕難眠
告訴我 你想我千百遍
告訴我一切都會實現


what a classic from 周華健. his earlier songs were good for easy listening and gained him popularity. He is good.

just listened to MR Brown's lastest podcast, the one titled i am a singaporean, it just makes me think tt we seem to be a society of mindless robots being told wat to do and wat to feel.

how can 1 even start to do anything if 1 is so mixed-up and screwed? maybe we are beyond clear definition, a higher step beyond maybe?

*more of it latersss