tis is the new year again, i must have endured quite a few new years in my lifetime to feel so fatigued by it.
nonetheless, i still haven got tired of setting new year resolutions. the only reason being i have never ever accomplished my new year resolutions.
so here goes,
be a better person.....
gosh, tis is a such a all encompassing one that i would be well off if i just accomplish a quarter of it. haha, a dearth of creativity here..
the holidays are almost over...time to look forward and at the same time take stock of what have happened and continue on with life.
been doing all the things that i shld not be doing, keeping late nights, mahjong, sleeping in almost every other day, so much so, to the extent that the powers that be in the home isnt too happy with me. yah...shld not mahjong convenor for some time to come...
2 long lost fren came over for mahjong today, long lost meaning not much contact since JC times..those 2 were brought over by a sec sch fren of mine..well...the world is just so damn small..lotsa catching up to do..and so..i lost money. hahahaha.first time in a long long time, i have lost, hope it isnt the start of a losing streak and tt its just an aberration. a blip.
sometimes, in my life, there are times when i have gone against better judgement and did things that are not correct per se and regret doing it. after the regreting, the willing to not to commit the same action begins, and yah, u guessed it, the breaking of the promise not to do it again ensues.
this reminds me of Pip in great expectations, i am of cos not talking abt ethan hawke not paltrow here.. i am talkin abt the literary character. always being made to feel guilty and yet keep doing things that are perceived to be wrong and getting sucked into the vicious cycle...
of cos, that would be so unlike me to be sucked into such a vicious cycle...i am wayyyyyyyy too smart for that...or i hope.
last monday, i got caught on my shin while playing soccer. read as i injured my shin while playing non competitive soccer. quite bad..can feel the swollen lump underneath the skin..then 2 days back..i got kick again at the exact same spot!!! it was luckily not a full blooded kick but it wasnt a wimpy kick either..shit...now really comtemplating if i shld seek medical attention. crappy things that happens.
a fren has left..for greener pastures abroad..wun be seeing his ass for 8 months...and another coming back after half a yr abroad... so...zero sum applies.. cant complaint too much too.
frens ard me have complainting or bitching abt the messy rltnshps that seems rampant nowadays. the way i see it, the messier it is, the better it is. hahaha. cos it makes for easy conclusions at the end of it. hahaha...of cos, i am just trying to be funny/ controversal here...
time to check out and pack it off.
cya.