tired,
is all i can say and feel.
liberation,
is what i see yet not feel.

nirvana, i always seek,
nirvana, is what i shall never attain.

the fulility of life, the never ending cycles,
has taken its toll on me.

what good is a life plainly lived?

what good is this life?
if you can't see its silver linings.
if all you can see is doom and gloom,
what good is this life?

routines i cant escape from,
happiness i cant get enuff of,
habits i cant run away from,
joy i always long for.
this is the life i crave for.