so i have been trying my utmost best at being a bad and nonsensical poet. and i am sorry abt it. haha.

was reading some article on the usage of how tourists can rejuvenuate an area and in the process of it, destroy it...well..at least tts wat i think i can comprhend from the article..

and while readin tis article, thru some irrelevant thots..gotten me to...nearing slp..

so...i shld go grab some slp? or slog on?

haiz...between the devil and the deep blue sea...i wish there can be a 3rd choice, one tt is to my heart's desire.

but reality isnt to wat my heart desires. i wld have to alter myself to suit reality. reality wld not twist itself to suit me. a simple fact. a simple fact that is so true. so true that it almost hurts. the truth hurts. most of the time at least.

u might call me a pessimist. i think i am more pragmatic then anything else. kiasu,kiasee i am not. and so makes me a problematic pragmatic. dun worry, time and reality will sort me out. sooner rather then later.