sometimes, we, or rather I, like to ask the question. 'why me?' 'why must this happen to me' and etc etc. on the occasions tat i asked myself this, i cant help but feel pissed.pissed that i cant make a change that matters. and of cos this will piss me off even more. so its vicious cycle. a downward spiral that has no end. an abyss that knows no bounds.

best thing to do?

stop mulling over it and just deal with it. tho its painful and tedious. more often then not, u will find the proverbial pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. never mind how elusive it might be, and of coz you must check your brain out at the counter if u wanna do so....not to make it sound like a bad thing but, ya...sometimes, we have to go with our feelings..for the better or worse.

the change of template? its time i toe the line and conform to the templates that the great blogger.com provides us with. yeah. uniformity all ard is good...its time i embrace uniformity. again.

long time nv post?

comon, how long is long? come to look at it in this way...its only 1 month plus... therz 12 months in a yr, and there are at least 50 yrs in the life time of a average human being...so...its not tt long anyways. its not as if u hang on to my every word.

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
--- I Don't Wanna Be